Solar Glow Meditations

I’ve made some pretty radical future predictions over the last few months. The ones over the last few weeks being especially loud. Someone asked me in the comments on YouTube the other day how I would feel if what I predicted doesn’t come to pass. Oof, that’s a loaded question, and honestly not one I’ve thought a lot about until that moment.

There is of course the immediate gut reaction from my ego of not wanting to be wrong. There’s fear around losing my credibility and therefore my audience. I also don’t want to cause unnecessary fear or emotional distress; that’s not a kind thing to do to anybody. I want to be responsible with the platform you all have given me. For all of these reasons, it’s why I tend to only make future predictions for events or activities that are unlikely to be upsetting regardless of the answer and especially if the prediction is wrong. It’s why I won’t ask about whether there will be a catastrophic earthquake or hurricane. I think it’s why a lot of psychics tend to shy away from predicting the future – sometimes it’s better to just let things happen. The worry or stress over something that could happen is often worse than the actual event itself. As I’m always disclosing, the future is fluid and things may not come to pass as they are predicted to in this moment so why put people through that turmoil?

So why I am writing this now? Because my ego finally got in the way. And to share some philosophy that’s been brewing in my brain since someone asked how I’d feel.

The whole point of my work here is to challenge you to use your own intuition. So having the internet constantly remind me of the fact that something did or not turn out accurately to how I predicted does not bother me… mostly. Instead, the question I turn back to them is why was the internet so attached to the outcome? I’ll be the first to admit, I have my own reasons for being attached to certain outcomes – I’ve still got an ego.

Are some folks looking for a way to prove to themselves that I’m full of bullshit? Probably. If so, that’s fine, that’s their journey, not mine. I’m not sure proof of being right or wrong was going to change their mind one way or the other anyways.

If they are looking for proof of something more in existence, there is plenty of that around – dowsing rods or not. I hope that sharing my work sparks curiosity to continue seeking information and that being wrong would not cause that curiosity to break. I don’t want the internet to believe me blindly, I want everyone to stop and ask the question and feel into the energy for themselves. Does your soul agree with what my rods have said? Why was the future being accurately predicted so important? Again, your journey, not mine. Boundaries are important. I don’t believe everything the rods say and I can tell when I’m aligned with an answer or not. If one is so attached to the outcome it maybe worth doing some shadow work to figure out why.

There’s some concept blurring here too that I’m not exactly sure how to reconcile. I see the most likely outcome. By speaking it to the internet and giving it life, am I also manifesting? I think the answer is yes. But the events I’m speaking to require a lot of energy and a lot of people to agree with me. Because of the number of people involved, it becomes manifesting on a grand scale that requires more than just my energy to work. There’s also destiny. Free will exists certainly, but I’m under the impression that some things are unavoidable. Even if I’m manifesting the events to take place, the fact that I’m still seeing them a certain way with confidence enough to put my reputation on the line may in fact be how the universe required these things to play out anyways. I just don’t know.

We are here for the human experience. That’s really hard because it can feel like we are so far away from home and we have these dense bodies and egos to try and navigate. So if I’m wrong, I’ll be bummed. I do still have an ego. I’ll probably take a break for a week or two to shed the energy the internet would almost inevitably be sending my way. But being right is not my main goal with this platform, so I’ll continue on as I have been. I’ll certainly be doing a lot of meditating on what happened regardless of the outcome. I will likely book some psychic readings to get some external feedback too. But the only real failure here would be if I stopped sharing because I was too fragile to handle being wrong. I’ve been wrong before, I’ll be wrong again. My only hope is that you continue to listen to yourself and your own intuition.

I’d love to know your thoughts in the comments!