I don’t watch many movies, but I did watch a horror movie recently. I got mixed reactions when I talked about it – rightfully so. Some people are terrified by them and some people love them. They are not typically my thing, but I went into it with an open mind.
I started by watching the movie on a very low volume – loud bangs and music heavily sways my mood, so I was attempting to watch the story unfold without feelings of noise induced fear. The movie itself was quite gruesome; there was a serial killer involved. How the murderer picked up their victims was by grabbing them off the street. Statistically speaking, there’s almost zero chance this would happen to you, but that doesn’t stop me from feeling fear.
The victim was then locked in a basement for days. Imprisonment is its own kind of torture, even if nothing happens to you.
As I was watching the movie, it became a sort of tool. How was I reacting unintentionally? How was I allowing the movie to impact me? Realistically, I know I’m not in the story, but am I allowing myself to become immersed? Or am I able to observe, somewhat outside of myself?
I noticed as I was watching the movie, I was able to observe and overcome my instincts. The story was well written. It was a scenario that could happen in real life. How would I act in that situation? Presumably, one of the thrills for a serial killer is the reaction and fear they cause to their victims. Would I be able to rob a murderer of that pleasure by containing my reaction? Have I reach deep enough levels of meditation to overcome that kind of situation? I’d like to think so, but I wouldn’t necessarily know unless I was actually in it. I’m going to do my best to avoid being kidnapped or murdered.
All of this is to say that horror movies can be used as a spiritual tool to expose shadows and fears you may need to work on if you approach it with that mindset. It’s a feedback mechanism if you allow it to be. Have you watching any horror films recently? What did you notice about your reaction?

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